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Sillyroxie03
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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/11/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: stuff.. things..
Expertise: Um.. iunno
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
6/9/2003
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| Despite everything, everything that I've felt in the last month, dealt in the last month, everything is worth nothing.
I'm not going to try, I'm not going to feel nor will I think about the situation. It has consumed enough of my energy and I want nothing from it. I just want tranquility and to be stressfree. The friendship can not be salvage nor do I want anything out of it. I'm sick and tired and I don't care anymore. I just don't. She was a good friend but people grow apart and things change. I'm not going to be sad over it. Enough.
Oh and this weekend was pretty fun. They made me forget things I wanted to and made that night last into the whole week. Thank you guys!
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| You know, regardless :P of everything, I know there is one person I can count on. 
so yeah babe. Looks like we've turned corners. I'm not anti-social, well not exactly, I just don't bother until they talk to me. Hmm, remind you of someone and then you're now all of a sudden social. I'm sorry for being this way, things just make me sit back and observe nowadays.
Everyday- I feel emotionally worthless (socially) to even try. This is a very exhausting feeling. I'm glad you're coming tomorrow to see the ludacris show. Good. Drive safely. Don't let Frank go crazy.
weeeee yo me gusta tu.
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| I think he's right.
But on a new note;
I'm really upset with them. I had to wake up at 8, but overslept because I didn't sleep til 7. WHY? because my hallmates woke me up at 4 fucken am. I really cross with them.
I don't want to be but then again, I can't help but to. Sometimes, they don't know when is enough and it really pisses me off. I know I can act like them too, so I try not to be a hypocrite but seriously, I know when to shut up and sleep.
So the homily said to fast yourself of self-righteousness, stubborness and all that and I try to. I really think he said that to ease this anger I have right now but it's not working entirely. I don't know. I'm upset. Too Upset.
We'll see- I'm not holding my breath though.
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| Hi there.
You may know me from such things as awesome car ride homes, amazing flusteration and many more.
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HI RAM!
I LOVE YOU! MUAH <3
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| I have this habit of updating my xanga once or twice a year.
But I'm bored. Everyone started school or will start this week- I have a good two weeks left.
Funny how I never wanted summer to end but theres this anxiousness about starting something new that I want to experience already.
Oh my- a good 18 years of my life has already pass me by. I don't know why- But I can't seem to face the fact that I'm growing up and my baby sister is no longer a baby. She's a sixth grader now- no longer that two year old I babysat. I remember when I was in the sixth grade.. that's what makes it tough. I remember when I myself was her age. How Alex and Eric made fun of Danny and how life was simpler, mainly the homework.
I don't know- I just wish things could be simpler again.
so yeah two weeks from now- I'll be a college kid. Scary. I have yet to know who my roommate is. I'm trying hard not to overthink.
Until a very long next time. Gosh- does anyone even know this page exists?
oh and cbh.
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